with words spoken vergiss d martina eifach! memory loss, selective dont tell anyone about us or we will find you or something like that its a curse and probably why i cant remember the guys name logic too with the or so once i remember his name theyll find me hesch kei angst? my mother said when i went outside at night at their place its a magical spell on purpose motherly love then the child is all mighty and courageous NO MOTHER I WONT DISAPPOINT YOU OFC IM NO LOSER and the fear is gone it worked... lol lol they mustve been doing this all my life lol